You
Saturday, May 22
you - completely hurt my heart.
you just dont understand.
it happened and i was so touched,
but what did you say?
the heart matters the most,
not the amount or size or how much it costs.
you'll never understand,
cause you never had someone like that for you to understand.
and too, i wanna find back the 'you' i cared about.
you werent like that before.
maybe it was xxx's influence i guess.
i seriously hope that you'll wake up,
from your pretty dream nightmare.
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they, its just a tiny moment, and i can feel it already.
with you, yes, i do feel something.
but not the same feeling i have for them.
they make me feel like a family, make me feel like i belong.
i feel protected, like a little girl under big brothers.
well of course you couldnt give me that, i dont expect you to either.
gender just makes friendship a lot more complicated.
i seriously missed you having by our sides.
i still do now, but in this case, when you two are all upside down,
i guess we'll have to stay a little longer.
ah and you-meso-b****,
i know thats your personality.
your personality that we hated since junior 1.
i thought you changed,
and i thought somehow everyone was like that.
so we forgave you.
and what did you do to her? to me?
people even said you did that to your very own best friend.
boo you.
life's just so complicated. i guess thats my present for my birthday.
and yes people, thank you.
especially carmen jee.
i love the surprise, i love the present, i love the fun,
and yes jee zia may, i heart you. :)
okay, obviously got back my keyboard. but just for today.
dad is setting up the printer hmmm.
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