Life
Tuesday, October 29
Life has been well; pretty back on track, or better than I expected I would say. Why the rush when you can enjoy life? Why skip cakes when you only live once? "Diabetes also die, thin also die, fat also die." - Jaryn Lim; HAHA ME LIKEY.
I'm pretty surprised how things passed so quickly, 2013 is almost coming to an end. I still remembered how January was exciting being in a new environment, February celebrating CNY in London, March being cold, April being shit, May with exams, June with holidays and food, July totally crap, August awesome being with my favourite people, September, feeling the love as I return to UK, October being pretty sugary sweet.
Perhaps I was too hooked before, in a bad way, in a wrong way. And I've been so mad at the thought of you causing me go through hell for really 6 months, and all that crap I've suffered and all that lies I've been buried under causing my life to be just revolving around the word 'regret' for the past 6 months. But one day it just struck me, when I realised the world has so much more to offer. "When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the one which has opened for us." - Alexander Graham Bell.
So it was September, when we both thought it was nothing, or at least nothing was gonna happen. So around two months, we've walked through every single day, literally living each other's lives in each other's lives. Kinda sugary actually, me waking him up from naps and in the morning, him being my morning calls and my sleeping alarms, me supporting him when he was exhausted and was about to give up, him supporting me when I was mentally troubled and emotionally disturbed; For a moment I thought that having time difference is actually such a sweet thing that nobody has ever realised how much one can do for another. Yet everything's so far away from reality, everything's so far away from dreams.
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